Beauty from Pain

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 20:05:19 GMT

hey. bad day today. no excercise yet, i'll go run/walk at like 5. but so far today, i've eaten-
B-fruity cheerios (100)
S-chex mix(75)
L-pasta(250) part of pita with peanut butter (100)
S-fiber bar(150) .5 popsicle (75)

750 allready. dangit. if i burn 200 run walking, that means i can have 250 for dinner.

gr. y is it SO hard to lose weight????

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 20:03:03 GMT

it's been a while since i have posted. it's just that lately i've been binging, so badly i'm embarresed. im trying to get on track, starting now. i binged AGAIN at lunch, a sandwhich, and 2 fiber bars. but if i feel like eating i'm just gonna grab my ipod and go for a run. hopefully i will be able to distract myself. and i need to find a good workout plan and STICK to it. i'm going to europe in 2 weeks and i want to look good.

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 00:28:09 GMT

i feel like a failure...i need this. i need perfection. well my friend was talking to his cuz on aim and his cuz asked if i was hott and he said "she's skinny..." that made me soooo happy! but still, i'm not perfect enough. i'm so hungry. i wish there was something to stop hunger.